Micro steps to a better me.
- Mohona Bose
- Dec 22, 2022
- 2 min read
Hello dear reader,
This is my very first blog on my website. Here I share my experiences on personal growth an healing journey .
So after having a towering incident in my life back in 2020, my life changed . Hell broke loose beneath my feet. Soon I got diagnosed with severe depression, OCD , and worst of all suicidal traits. I am not at all proud of the fact that I considered ending my life not once , not twice but again and again. That was a very dark and gory phase of my life . I realized that I genuinely needed professional help. But here's the bummer , no help could really work unless I was willing to help myself.
Hence , my first micro step was to start forgiving myself and love myself completely and totally. I am not gonna lie, it wasn't easy at all. I was very uncomfortable to the very new life concepts , given the fact that I was raised in a very strict Indian household , which is quite self explanatory.
But as soon as my mind and body grew accustomed to it there was no turning back. There was no holding back , it was a liberating feeling.
Do I still have intrusive thoughts ? Yes, BUT much less. Overtime I learnt to process my own feelings. None of this could've happened without the help of my therapists and my unwavering urge for a visible change for a better life .
My blogs are not aimed at preaching or shaming or forcing someone to change the way they live life. I believe it's a choice that one makes and I am no one to force anybody to live their lives against their terms as it goes the same for them. My job as a blogger is to show a possible path walking on it or not is my dear reader's choice.
That's all for todays blog , hope you enjoyed it. May you be genuinely happy today.
With love,
Me.
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